One side of a coin

Head
I was getting ready for my date with you, and suddenly, I felt the urge to cancel it. I know we were told we would be a perfect match. You bring the craziness while I bring the calmness. Our connection was magical even though I am mostly antisocial and quiet, but for you, all that changed. No one was surprised when you asked me out. I was excited, but now that I am overthinking it. I see the flaw. The flaw in our almost perfect situationship. I didn’t want to admit it, but I have to be honest with myself. You ... make me insecure don’t get me wrong, you have never said a word that made me insecure, but I still feel it. Your life is like a novel that is filled with struggles you overcame. While mine seems like an introduction to a lame one. Your childhood reminds me of Dora, an adventurous one. Mine was like Rapunzel locked in a house alone. I feel like I am the dull part of your life while you are one of the brightest. Maybe just maybe you don’t feel like that, but I do. Ready? A text message popped up in the middle of my thought process. Born ready:) I replied.

Tail
Choosing an outfit is never a struggle of mine, but today it is. A first date with the girl I loved, even thinking about her, makes me nervous. I like her a lot. Her presence brings me the peace I never found in my chaotic childhood. I talked with her about every single thing in my past. She never judged, but I wonder if I took it too far with the conversation and made it a therapy session. Sometimes, I think I am annoying her with all the random and silly things I do. I am afraid. What if she tells me it is better to stay friends. I can’t let this thought control my mind. I have to do something. Ready? I sent a text message.